Men & faithfulness

Women, women, women.... What is it that you want? I wonder?

Security, I heard you say. Love, Respect, Communication, Sensitivity, Common interests & dreams, Incredible sex, a to-die-for bod complete with buns of steel, Career, Focus etc.. and the ever elusive L-O-N-G list of wants, whimps, and even lust.

Are we looking for the impossible? Maybe there's no such man around? Which man doesn't bite when the bait is just on his lips, and the acclaimed "forbidden fruit" smells and looks so darn good. I mean if I am a man (I wished I am!!!), I will jump almost instantaneously at these fine looking babes who are throwing themselves to me. I will respond to their spoken / unspoken advances. Who cares?

Somehow, I am finding it incredibly hard to believe and trust them the same way i could back then...

Yes, that's unfair. Not everyone's like that. But I will get myself hurt again if I don't protect myself. The same thing's gonna happen again and again and again, like the endless replays of silly classics on the tube.

I don't know... Trust is earned, not an entitlement. Sorry babe, life's never fair. Earn your keep. Nothing's free.